Jesus, what a night.  Nightmare that is!  Couldn't get to sleep.  Had terrible anxiety dreams all night : work, my car,  my family, my self.  ARRRRRGH.  Kept tossing and turning and waking up.  Most of it was work related, all very transparent manifestations of my worries and doubts.

Then the real nightmare began when London won the Olympic bid today.  Well that's it settled then.  I have to be out of London by 2012.  At least that gives me a deadline to work towards.

It's a 9 million quid lottery rollover draw tonight.  I bought  3 tickets.  I'm gonna win and all my problems will be magically solved.  It could be me.